Many, many years ago
When I was twenty-three,
I got married to a widow
Who was pretty as could be.

This widow had a daughter
Who had hair of red
My father fell in love with her,
And soon the two were wed.

I'm Once again Crying my heart out there's no end
The Forever Tears have found their way into my life again
The pain is unbearable but bear it i must
Pain is my my only escape in this pain i must trust
My Pain is your ecstasy obviously you enjoy it
You are a sadistic bitch I'm going to make you sorry
My pain will be my power my tears the will to survive
My pain makes me immortal, I'll be here till you die
These tears like white hot colas splashed upon my skin
are nothing compared to the pain i feel within
The pain we humans feel is simply weakness leaving the body
So i think I'll take that pain and turn it into my newest hobby
What do you have to say for yourself you made me what i am
I'm addicted to this pain and I'll take as much of it as i can
I'll leave this body mangled I'll tear myself apart
If it's any consolation I'll leave you my broken and bruised heart
And even through all that you still don't deserve it
With all the love i gave you to you , you never appreciated it
Love has lost its meaning, love is over rated
Give it to the dead, just call it "D Rated"
Will forever ever reach, will the end of forever come?
No, Forever has only started its only just begun
So my tears will never dry the pain will never end
Start a new Era of addicts with the drug "Pain" as the new "High" Trend
Don't you wish now that you had done things better?
Have your forever tears finally started as you read this little Letter?...

It was late, I ordered a pizza, and I was very stoned. I ran down and I saw a guy, standing there, with a big bag and at this point, I was like a bull seeing red, I knew my pizza was in that bag. I go to hand you 20$ and you stand there, I think you tell me, its 16$, so I try to hand you 20$. You wont take it, your hands are up, your saying something, so I try to give you 25$ but you keep saying something and walk away. You walked away with my pizza while my thirst was so strong, my hunger so epic that I knew there was going to be Greek poem that rivals the Odyssey written about it, but you walked away with everything I ever wanted. At this point, while staring at you, my blood shot eyes started to roam your attire, I realized you were just a jogger who got done grocery shopping and were trying to get into the apartment complex. This whole time you were shouting, “I'M NOT THE PIZZA GUY, HE IS!”. I now realized that the red uniform the pizza man was wearing acted like camouflage against the red brick walls, he was like the predator emerging from the jungle, very tricky pizza man.

     The search for the perfect relationship continues for many people myself included. It may never be located but a perfect match on the other hand is not so difficult to find as is the relationship. First let us list a few terms:

Ill start with this quote I found once while site jumping around the Internet, it reads

"Giving up does not mean you are weak, sometimes it means you are strong enough to walk away"

Continuing I will say I'm giving up on a few things not all at once but gradually if you read my other post title: "Miss Me When I'm Gone: Social Networking VS Life" you will get some perspective on what I am referring to. Life has become a monotonous overtone which has I believe gotten to me. I don't what it was that caused it but I believe I've received a wake up call. My life cannot continue to be lived the way it currently is. For example the least thing pisses me off such as people who are happy. See my plight??? *sigh*
I hate people who think that things are always going to be alright, we don't live in a perfect world hence you will always find problems and struggles. Another thing I probably rant about quite a lot are the females of our kind you guys must probably be tired of hearing me talk this and that about them now. What can I do I don't know the inside story from you females on account of I don't have one I can call my own so I have to speak from what I know and some people who were lucky enough or unlucky depending on your perception of things to find the woman in their life worth fighting for. So if you problem I won't tell anyone to go suck them self or whatever I really don't feel like it right now.

"Don't live your life to try and measure up to others expectations, rather let the way you live your life be such that others want to follow"


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Social networking as I have found out is basically a disease which spreads faster than any STD known to man. In essence social networking is a killer. It clouds the mind of those it gets a hold of and deludes you into thinking that this online world is a reality. Also people who live on social networks, more often than not, aren't who they portray themselves to be, with the exception of a select few. Even though they are called social networking sites people (myself included) tend to get a bit too caught up in them and thus eliminating our actual social lives. According to my self assessment, my social score is zero.

Yeah......so....um do i word this??? *sigh*

Have you ever sat down and thought about what exactly it is you want in this world???? How you go about it???? Risks you would take to get it?????

Most likely yes. Some of you have gone for what you want and you got it, I on the other hand am unsure of what that trump card in my life would be. Sure I know tons of stuff i would most definetly want, but there is something missing...or maybe its someone.....

I used to think i was the only one who considered that whatever it is we perceive with the naked eye or with all our combined senses for that matter were all figments of our imagination. Apparently im not, and my deductions were not that far off for that matter.

According to Einstein and his Equation E=MC2 and Paul Adrien Maurice Dirac and his research on Positrons or Antimatter, every single molecule on earth has an equally opposite Doppelganger existing in a Mirror or Alternate world. Every action performed by said molecule is reinvented in this opposite world. It is also stated that if any of these particles should happen to collide with their counterpart there would be an explosion of energy equivalent to 1 Million Hiroshima Sized Atom Bombs

My theory therefore is not that far off. Basically the question is this, what if, what we are experiencing now is just the mirroring of what our real selves are doing???? The Yin and Yang as the chinese call it??? All the destruction and chaos going on in this world is not actually real??? What If, the judgement day mentioned in the bible is actually the collision of our molecules with that of our alternate selves??

SCHOPENHAUER'S 38 STRATAGEMS, OR 34 WAYS TO WIN AN ARGUMENT

Arthur Schopenhauer (1788-1860), was a brilliant German philosopher. These 34 Stratagems are excerpts from "The Art of Controversy", first translated into English and published in 1896.

Schopenhauer's 34 ways to win an argument are:

1. Carry your opponent's proposition beyond its natural limits; exaggerate it. The more general your opponent's statement becomes, the more objections you can find against it. The more restricted and narrow his or her propositions remain, the easier they are to defend by him or her.

2. Use different meanings of your opponent's words to refute his or her argument.
Ignore your opponent's proposition, which was intended to refer to a particular thing. Rather, understand it in some quite different sense, and then refute it. Attack something different than that which was asserted.

First of all let us define a few words


With that being said lets get down to business shall we....

So here i was going about my day as per usual when all of a sudden i see a tweetdeck notification. It reads:

Yeah so upon random click on random websites i happened to chance upon something this morning and it had to do with my date of birth and all the things attached to it. So i decided to write this post and share it with you guys.

To start my martian age is 11.7 years. My next birthday would fall on September 27 2011.
The 14th Dalai Lama was awarded a nobel peace prize in the year of my birth. A bunch of other cool stuff took place as well click the link to find out about your date and such >>>> THE LINK <<<<
Now onto the good stuff......